As i sit her again tonight
wishing once again that you were here
i begin to think of the way things were
and how losing you is my greatest fear.
why did i tell you i liked you?
why did i tell you i cared?
i was this close to recking the memories
all the good and bad times we've shared.
tonight I'm writing another poem
another one naturally about you
but i cant help but think of things
things that'll never become true
right now i cant think of anything else to say
cause Ive written so much about you
i get annoyed cause i cant show you this
cause you'll probably think I'm screwd
today i let out to a lot of people
how i really felt about you
cause when i heard that you were getting bashed
i couldn't believe it, i didn't know what to do.
why do i love you so much?
why do i wanna be by your side?
it breaks my heart that you don't feel the same
man, all the nights I've cried.
my friends tell me to get over you
cause your not worth my tears
but man they don't understand how much i love you
its starting to feel like years.
right now I'm getting pissed off
cause I'm not meant to like you more then a friend
i cant even believe I'm writing another poem about you
but i wont stop writing till the end.
