I am one of loves exiles
Broken by emotions of my heart
Damned by my very soul
This is the song I sing
This what you should not be doing with your life
But its too late for me
All I can do is help those who are a stray
Keep them away from me
Keep them from choosing my path
Lead them back on to the right road
The only person I can not seemed to bring back
To the right path is me
There a wall or a dam or some that always seems to block me
I follow the rail right to the end hoping to jump and awake up in my bed again
But always the same I wake up doubting and depressing my self and holding on to all my past memories
Willing to let go of all of them
Something still holding me down a single memory I wish not to forget
A memory that I cling to for strength
That helps me find all the answers
That helps me help others
That memory is of you
After 5 years you left me
You left me damaged, beaten and broken
You left me with my own disappear
For a year and a half I was depressed to the fullest
With 3 suicide attempts and put in a psychiatric ward
But yet they told you about my misplacement
You did not right or call
You left me to be my own demise
You left me alone with nothing but a couple pictures and thoughts of how to end it all
Thoughts of how if I took the final fall it would all be better again
But its OK in the long run I came to forgive for your cruelty came with a gift
You opened my I eyes there are others going through the same stuff I went through
You dealt me the damage to see past everything
This damage has given me the gift to make sure no that I know with ever follow the same path I did
