You made me who i am

Your love was like a razor
the feeling was sensational
but it kept on cutting deeper

and the beauty ends here
at my fingertips
and i fell to the floor
as i put a slit in my wrist

i took a puff
i tried a smoke
and no I'm not kidding
this is no joke

I'm falling down
my body's caving in
its such a sad story
to say heres where it ends

i told you when I'm dying
i dint want to know
but this time its working
cause these scars, they show.

you cut me up
you kill me well
you make me bleed
you are my hell

you push me away
as well as everyone else
you put on a mask
to hide your true self

so you think to yourself
how everythings changing
how everythings about image
the knots in your stomach
keep on tangling

you think to yourself
to what the world is ruled by
lust, deception, hate
its said with this pain and these lies.

but you know its alright
you know you'll make it
theres something in those words
that you love when i say it

cause we cry together
and we walk together
because we think together
and we love each other

but you always leave me
and you try not to talk
keep your mouth shut
so silently, we walk.

i keep on thinking
you'll say something
but silence it is
i see it is nothing

and you stab me in the back
with your own knife
and you carve a heart into my sleeve
you hate my life

you want to go back to elementary
where everything was right
scraped knees were the worst pain
when love was in sight

how we knew nothing
and acted like we knew it all
how it started from showing off
and grew to want it all

how we wanted to grow up
its all we wanted
but now that we have
we feel like the hunted

to be shot down
to fall to the ground
to be kicked and pushed around

all we want now
is to be young again
to take it all back
and just deal with the shame

so not talk to me
thats what happens
and you drift from me
but you can put in your own add ins.