I Dont Need Your Pity

When will you notice
When will you care
When will you realize
I have always been there?

Never
You and I
Are not mean to be
I guess this is our painful goodbye

Ill walk silently home
It will never be the same
For your unexplainable hurt
Ill take the horrific blame

Ill go home
And sit on my blood stained bed
Wishing i wasn't here
Wishing i was simply dead

Ill take the sinless razor
And slash my scared up wrist
Just one more time
I need just one more fix

Who am i kidding
This is me
The hidden person
You will never see

Ill sit in my room
In the still dark
On my arm
Ill leave a bloody mark

You wont care
Not after the lies you told
The fake truth
So hurtful so cold

Well i don't need your pity
This is my night
I don't need your pity
As ill take my own life