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There he goes once again, one i fell for and fell in love with, breaks my heart into tiny pieces, I'm hurt and lonely one more time, it's like everyone i get i fall in love with, why, why does it always happen to me? I love , I give love, but once you give all you have you get hurt.... it's like it was meant to always happen to one person that you care for the most, we live 2hours away, i called him everyday, he was my pride, my hope, anything i girl could dream for, i just don't understand???? I know we live far away but in my heart it like 5 Min's away, when i hear his voice it's like he is there with me..... i wish there was someway to tell him how much i love him.. he doesn't know it has only been one month and 5days.. but in a way it feels like something that never goes away.. I have scars and and blood from Ppl that i loved....... it hurts when you bleed after all the times you said ill never leave...... I felt he was the one but, i guess i thought wrong once more.. When i sleep i see his face, it's like it never leaves my head it's like something no one can replace..... But now he's gone and there's no one out there , i live lonely and cold for as long as i shall live..... This is for one person who i truly cared about!!!!!!!!! And i want him to know ill always love and be here for him......

~*Amber*~