Goodbye

You know it is coming and so do I
The awaiting day that I will die
I'll make a distraction and then I will fall
and nobody wil expect it Not At All
Don't feel bad you weren't to know
That i wasn't lying and I really would go
But i'll leave you a letter maybe in spite
I'll leave you a letter and this is what i'll write
"Thanks a lot for the pain and pushing me away.....
Your the reason I don't live to this day
I'll always love you no matter what
But did I really deserve everything i got?
Oh well its too late, too late to feel bad
Goodbye my special friend, the friend I wish I still had"