Eye that shows no tears

The soft music of classical piano plays...
As I regret my selfless wish...
Tears race down my face...
How could I have made such a mistake?

The music becomes my only friend...
As I feel my heart split in half with pain,
If I were god...
My tears could make it forever rain...

I clutch on to my chest,
As I try to breath,
But my heart lets all my feelings fly...
This pain makes me want to die...

I soak the carpet with my rain of pain...
So many feelings denuding my heart,
I can feel it slowly fall part,

Ill let you onto a secret,
Ill let you know my past,
I used to possess eyes that showed no tears...
Until one day I decided that I wanted to cry...

Now that I know what it is to cry,
I just want to say my goodbyes,
For these tears shall never cease,
The human heart is a victim to a fatal disease...

I call it feelings