Pushed Away

- Pushed Away -

I know it's all changed,
You're just going to have to see,
That I just seem to be slipping
And babe, you're coming down with me.

Don't pretend you're not scared
That I'm not going to make it,
I can see it in your eyes
Don't try to hide it, you idiot.

What I have isn't contagious
You can still hang around,
But if you even try to touch me
I'll push you to the ground.

I don't love you anymore,
You're absolutely nothing,
You pathetic little twerp
Whose always blooding laughing.

Don't you understand I hate you?
And that you're always in my way,
I know you just want me to get better
And for that you'll have to stay.

You're not going anywhere
You're not to leave my sight,
Or I'll be so bad to you
You'll live the rest of your life in fright.

I don't care if I scare you now
Grow up, become a man,
If i lean over and punch you
Stay strong and stand.

You're really, really thick
And you never seem to get it,
Your brothers god damn right
When he calls you a stupid git.

I wish you didn't exist
Bugger off and die,
You're not even helping me
You're just a thorn in my side.

Yeah, so what If i made you cry?
Grow up and act your age,
Yeah so what If you think
That this is just a stage.

I really truely hate you
I wish that you were dead,
Your jokes aren't even funny anymore
What makes me laugh is the tears you've shed.

Just get out of my life
I don't want you around,
Why are you still here?
Go and drown!

Go get a new girl
Someone "who rocks your world!"
That's what you want
My god, you're SUCH a girl!!

So what if i hurt you
I really actually don't care,
You were a really bad boyfriend
It's good to know you're no longer there.

Satisfied I walk upstairs
And into my room,
And then a feeling washes over me
Of dread, hate and doom.

I look at the teddy
The chocolate and the rose,
The photos and the CD's
My favourite things I have, it goes.

I realise my favourite things I own
All were bought by you,
You were always there for me
On the count of one, never two.

You never ever hestitated
To be there when I needed love,
You never ever would leave me
You were sent from above.

The roses on my bed
And the card next to it,
Weren't there this morning
So I go over and sit.

I open up the card
Scared to read what it will say,
But sadly I know I have to
And it must be today.

"Your words burn holes inside me
Cut wounds that won't ever heal,
I never left your side
I thought we had a deal.

A deal to love each other forever
To always be there,
But you've become one of them
About me? You just don't care.

I'm sorry it had to end this way
Considering how much i loved you,
I've never loved anyone more
I always thought you knew.

Everything I gave you
You've torn up and thrown in my face,
You've taken my heart
And crushed it into paste.

I know I will get over you
Don't worry, you'll never see me again
I'll be straight out of your life
On the count of ten.

So goodbye, dear, dear you
I'm sorry it had to end,
Maybe I'll see you again one day
Goodbye, I love you, I'll mend."

I stared into space
Broken forever out of fun,
I never thought he'd actually leave
My life's now come undone.

I finally found my soul mate
The one I knew i'd find one day,
He's come into my life and gone
Because I pushed him away.