I try and run to hide the pain
The tears on my shirt remain a sad stain
Although the rain beats down hard
I shall keep on going, and keep up my guard
For i’m on a mission
To forget all about my submission
All the times you hurt me i was blind
I was scared; i thought there was a purpose i would find!
I’m so glad that i didn’t
Slice the knife against my throat
I was so close, yet so far
But my head said no! It had the power
So here i am in the rain
Wishing things we still the same
Where you and i would walk hand in hand
I was your girl and u my man
But like many things it’s to good to be true
I mean when the third party came what was i to do
Let you push me down and have your way with me
Or be strong and show you down, i’m not what you though I’d be!
Many girls give in
Many girls have many sins
I’m changing and i’m changing for god
Because there’s nothing else i would rather think of!
I’m running now running away from the dark
The dark of love in search of a spark
And so my journey of life continues
The Mallory of yesterday is now old news!
So when my run comes to an end
When the rain stops I’ll begin again
But this time i swear you will not see
A lying defenceless old Mallory!