They call it "life"

My life seems only black and white
No love is to be spread
No happiness am i allowed
Only a mear gut feeling of dread

So why do you still leave me here
To live my life in pain
Can't we just forget and let it go
maybe start over again?

Every time i find someone
Something gets in my way
The remembrance of you
Oh why do i bother to stay

i am a person with a heart
not an ogre made of stone
I just want you back here wid me
So i don't have to walk alone

not in the dark
nor in the cold
but right here with me
so its you i can hold

*could ya tell me what you think please*