*~Written for a friend, I just want her to know I love her and I will always be there,Jen~*
A stabbing pain in my chest,
my heart shatters
just knowing what they have done,
its not fair you don't deserve it all.
tears, rivers that fall upon your cheeks,
books of scars imprinted on your legs,
lies you use to forget,
a way to get everyone to go away.
the pain you feel,
it holds you in a vice,
like a cilice it grips you,
the blood pours from punctures it made.
crippling under the strain,
falling to a death of blame,
punishing yourself for everyone else,
red marks that cross your arms.
bottled up inside you,
is everything that you hate,
painful memories and flashbacks,
times when you were alone, with no one to help.
anger exploding from frustration,
pushed over the edge with no return,
aggravated by taunts dreadful words,
fearing yourself more than anyone else.
pity given by people you don't know,
looking down upon you in sorrow,
not understanding why you were left alone,
or why you refuse help to be fixed when not broken.
trying to release the pain you feel,
but hiding everything that is real inside,
locked away the key now rusted,
no one can enter to help you out of this blackness.
burnt by the world and people in it,
crashing to your death,
the last drop of blood flowing from your wrist,
You say goodbye with your final breath,
You drift away on the day of black.
