I understand things are hard for you to
And that sometimes you dont know what to do
But I wish that you wouldnt take it out on me
There are a few things that you need to see
That it only makes it worse and makes me feel bad
I feel worthless and get upset and really mad
When you do those thinsg I hurt myself even more
So after we fight and your tryin to get in my bedroom door
You now know I dont let you in because Im in pain
And I dont want you to look at me while im goin insane
I cant let you know you are one of the reason I want to die
I know that it would hurt you and that you do try
You could never understand the way I feel
Or maybe you wont even consider it a big deal
But its bad when the thing Im most scared of is me
And that I can no longer be the person I want to be
If I were to tell you all this how would you react
Would laugh and think I was carzy for a fact
Or would you understand and get me the help I need
Only because I cant sit here and watch myself bleed
All im askin for is someone who knows what im goin through
Thats why Im here giving this poem to you
