Alone!?

I am not alone, but I wish I was
Because then I'd know, that I was down because
I couldn't find, a friend around
to care for me, like they do right now...
I feel so alone, and sometimes I think that I am
But deep down I know I'm really not.
Still there is nobody I can tell the Truth
Because nobody wants to hear it...
Nobody is really there when I need them to be
I get depressed and feel so sad
and that just drives me mad
Maybe somebody would listen,
A part of me wish for that to happen
But just when their ready to listen
I can't seem to say it out loud
I get confused and nobody is there to save me
and I really need their help
though I keep rejecting it.
I feel so alone!