Wishes

If I could make any wishes I want.

I wouldn't
want money

Want toys

Want books

Want none of that

I wish for
Love

The pain to go away

Stop the thoughts of killing myself.

Have a real mother and father.

Know that someone in my family does love me.

But hey they're just Wishes right?

Not like they will leave.

I might even wish for my family to spend time with me.

To be happy even for one day.

I wouldn't care if all of this happened for one day.

Because My Wishes did come true.

But deep inside I know they won't happened.

So I'll just have to keep the thought of dying, the thought of being alone, the thought of spending time with family, inside of me.

I know they won't happened I know they love each other more then me.

But Can I always wish?