Why did you cause me so much pain

I don't understand

You said you loved me

You said you cared for me

You said that you wanted to re-due everything

I gave you another chance
Hoping you have changed
But you haven't

I just don't understand you
Just hit me for no reason
You would run at me and knock me down and get on top of me and hit me.

You turned my brother and sister against me!

They think being abused is right

I just want to know
And I want an answer
Why did you cause me so much pain?

~another one about my mom~