July 30th
I can honestly say that was
The Worst
day of my life
The weeks up to it
Showed it dying
Once I said and did it
I knew i ruined it
I knew it was over
But on the twenty ninth
Our three month "annerversary"
I wrote an email
Too say goodbye
Too have some closure
And that night
The night of the 30th
I saw
You had replied
I was so scared
How had you reacted to it?
But no
You werent bitter and mean
You were
Loving
As i read it
Saying that we're holding each other back
The tears rolled down
And fell from my face
I lost it
When you said
I'll miss you
The weeks since
Its been so hard
So horribly hard
I've missed you so much
So horribly much
I see you in the hall
And we quickly look away.
Is this right?
Looking back
Remember
All the times
we said
I love you
That still means alot to me,
Does it mean anything to you?
