My life was full of pain and abuse,
I tried so hard to show you love but there was no use.
Because of you my child hood was taken away,
I prayed I would disappear each and every day.
A mother is suppose to love and cherish a child,
But instead you chose to live life crazy and wild.
I cried each and every night hoping one day you would love me,
But there was no chance in that because a mother you would never be