Numb

Locked in eternal darkness
Only to hear a dull roar
I live inside myself
I can't feel anymore

I can't see but I can hear
My days are filled with dread
Over and over voices play
Deep within my head

To the world I'm invisible
No one seems to hear me cry
No one can see the pain
On the days I want to die

I've forgotten who I am
No meaning sparks behind my name
My world has gone numb
No longer can I feel the pain

Numb to the bone
The pain no longer lingers
Just slowly flows out
And drips off my fingers

The days are filled with nothing
I slowly wander through
Everyday being careful
In everything I do

I seem to hurt the ones I love
Before they can hurt me
I simply walk away
Never saying sorry

Invisible to the world
Silent to the ears
Numb to everything
Only hearing my evil peers

~*I know that I've started to really suck..and I've realized that most of my latest poems are all the same..I'm sorry.*~