My life is weird.
i don't understand.
i only have mum.
i don't have my dad.
he left without a simple goodbye.
we hurt so much that each night we cry.
he is selfish and rude.
he just doesn't care.
all my life when you were around.
it didn't seem like you were there.
you would hurt my mum.
for no reason at all.
you broke us down.
like a weak brick wall.
you would shout at scream
out in the streets. the neighbor's ask what happened.
i say my mum has been beat.
i hate you for leaving us.
for someone else and her kid.
you didn't spend any time with us
no matter what we did.
you focus on them and your perfect new life.
now you have a new family.
maybe even a new wife.
so don't call me and say do i treat you like crap?
because its true you do.
your lost.
your not there anymore dad.
