Here it comes again.
The feelings are back.
Hard to sustain.
Harder to attack.
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It takes its place.
As I say goodnight.
Hides its face.
Into the light.
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The abuse takes its toll.
As my brain takes its break.
Impossible to control.
Wish I could stay awake.
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If only it would stop.
It would be ok to go to sleep.
But its on top.
And im in deep.
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It controls every thought.
And frankly it seems.
My life has become distraught.
As I say goodnight to my eternal screams....
