You were unreal

I'm holding the gun in my hand
Wild thoughts running through my mind
I fall down slowly, onto the sand
you were never a friend, always so blind

how can you just stand there
right here by my side
you act like you don't care
you're only along for the ride

to anyone and everyone else
this would be a terrible sight
even a stranger would help me
and put a stop to this tonight

but you're not helping
you're only making it worse
watching me with an absent stare
onto me, you put this curse

my life hasn't yet been lived
i should have many years to go
but now, everyone will grieve
from my skull, the blood will flow

you were never true to me
you only led me here
now the sound of the gun
is all that i can hear.