Internal bleeding

I must confess something

but would it relee matter

would it stop my heart from bleeding

or at least control the spatter

i feel something

something i should forget

something that may now bring peace

will one day bring regret

i know right now I'm as happy as can be

how long will it until this finally hits me

i know I'm not enough

and am sure ill never be

my novelty has worn

yet i refuse to leave until my heart is torn

i just wish to be happy

yet i know ill never be

this confession translates to a question...

will u be with me?