Polite

I hate pretending with you
Putting on a fake smile
Every wrinkle burning my face
We are such a disgrace

I use to feel so free
The happiest I've ever been
Now it's filled with lies and tears
No where to run

Its hard for you to touch me
Its hard for me not to
I hate being this fake
And there is so much at stake

So I keep on smiling the smile
I keep on lying the lie

Are we gonna keep on being polite
Avoiding yet another fight
Till it gets better and you decide
when its over

But till then ill keep on pretending