Wow, this is absolutely breathtaking Renee. You pin-point emotions so well, and the whole thing is like a letter not to be sent, it's really amazing. I'm sure a lot of people can relate, I can. You get so afraid of hurting someone you love and that loves you that you just hurt them so bad that they hate you. I've come to find though, that making them hate you hurts them worse then if you just waited, because have the time you don't do anything stupid, and love stops you from what I think your poem inquires. [suicide?] Anyways, I'm talking nonstop. This poem is awesome Renee, and I hope you're alright, if you need to talk you know I'm here for you, please remember that...love you hun. xoxoxox EEEEE>

Love always,
Mortie.xxxx

ps. Take care.