6 Years of Wondering

6 years ago he was the only thing that she thought made her life complete.

Not even a year into what she thought was the perfect relationship he broke up with her.

Telling her those ever so famous words we will still be friends.

He tore a whole in her heart as big as the earth and she thought she would never get over him.

The two of them kept in little contact over the next six years.

They grew up as people usually do... She got married, he was engaged...and neither one of them thought twice about being together again.

Until last summer she found out that he had stopped over her fathers house asking how she was doing.

She was in the middle of a divorce and moved back to her home town where she called him and made plans to see him.

The night she planned to see him was filled with butterflies, and deciding what to wear and when he pulled up to the driveway she was sitting on the porch and decided to break the ice and walk to the car and give him a hug.

They were out all night and talked about everything that had happened in the past six years.

She felt like she was 14 again, and she wanted it to be the same now as it was then.

Not to long after the two of them had been spending every second of the day together did she realize how much they had both changed and they were no longer compatible.

It was a sad thing to accept, but time changed them both and they both grew up into who they are really supposed to be.

The two decided to keep the past in the past, and remember the good times, but move forward and not dwell on what never could be again.....