I hope your happy
As I sit in the corner of my room and cut until I can feel the pain start to pour out of me like the blood in my veins
All because of you and your sick mind games that did this to me
I wish you could see me now and hear my thoughts
As I sit here and slowly wish upon my death
You made me feel like nothing could go wrong and that you would always be there when I needed you
But then you killed me when you decided to tear my heart out and just for her
HER..
Since when was there a her?
I gave you everything, everything I had, everything I am and will be
And you..
You told me that you had given me everything…everything that you had and were…
It hurts this pain you have put upon me
This feeling that I am worthless
I don’t deserve to live because of you
And for you I wont
Tonight is the end
The end of this unbearable pain
The pain you’ve put upon me
This is it…the end
I thought it’d never come
I have never felt this close to death before..
And am wondering why it took you to drive me to it
My blood its everywhere..all around me
Plus the feeling of your betrayal is slowing starting to leave along with every other feeling I know…
But everything\'s getting darker and its getting harder and harder to speak
So I share my last words with you..
Remember them well..as they will eat away at you for the pain you caused me
Remember this night as the night you killed me
The night you took an innocent girls life and all she ever did to you was care
Care enough to show you who she is and trust that you would be there..
But you couldn’t even handle that…so I wish you the best of luck with her..
And your life together without me….but ill be there..always be there
When you least expect it you’ll remember what you did to me and you’ll know im there…
I cant take this anymore..and im glad its over now that I\'m gone..
Its here…the end…so Sweet Dreams.
