Your whole life can change in a blink of an eye sometimes it can hurt like hell and sometimes it can be OK i thought i would live in the same house I'm moving in a couple of days i thought my dad would be here but he walked out that door on that Christmas day my emotions kept secret sweep under the floor for no one to find i have to hide or i will start to cry i don't want sympathy or pain i just what this insanity to end things started to get rough and i started to fall in to a world of pain this could drive anyone insane the bleeding never stops the pain tells you to take your own dumb life then there is the light on the other side i can see it in his eyes he saved me for myself of all m pain that was driving me to my grave i stop my bad habits although some i still miss he told me his way of life he loved me so much he gave me every little bit of life he could give so i could say i can live all the pain started to go away he said he could see stars in my eyes instead of that evil fire in my eyes he took me to a place that i felt safe and calm but now everything is falling down i starting to drown he is see someone else i cant believe it is true i really don't know what to say this is driving me to my grave and then someone grab my hand and said it would be all right U can sleep soundly tonight that night i cry-ed myself to sleep dreaming of my dad and how it all started with him i wished he was dead then i remember that guy who saved me from myself and i thought i would be in doubt he did not lie he did not cheat he was at the mall buying a present for me thats all for now i have to sleep because he is holding me tonight well i sleep.........
