I'll make you stay

So many days you want to die
You say your whole life is a lie
So put your hand on that trigger now
You have to pull it back somehow
Don't give up on me
I have so much to say if you could see,
I went thru all this before
I know what its like to close the door.
Locking up in your room
all alone hiding in a cocoon,
hoping no one will ever find
your secret wish to rewind,
to start over, fresh to start anew.
to go back to life that you once knew,
you want to go back to perfect yesterday,
You fall asleep hoping these days will fade away.
I know what its like to cut your wrists.
Hoping and praying you’ll be missed.
I know you really want to die,
but please, for me, don't say goodbye.
You saved me, now its my time to save you.
I’ll do whatever I have to do,
to make you stay
until your pain goes away
till your pain goes away
I’ll find a way to make you stay.
Hayley ©

*i wrote this for a friend, who saved me from suicide, and is now thinking about it himself. please dont go, i need you here!*