Believe Like I want To
I remember when I was a kid
I use to dream
I use to fantasize
I dreamed of having
You,
I fantasized about
Being yours
I use to think your
The only one I could
Ever love
Now that I think about
How wrong I was
How stupid I was
I found some one better
Well at least I though
I thought that he was different
I thought I could get over you
I thought he was better
I felt something missing
I felt like he didn't care
I felt he didn't really love me
With you it was different
I felt loved
I felt full
I never thought about emptiness
Now that I'm without you its dark and sad
I cant believe I lived without you
I cant believed I said I didn't love you
I don't wanna believe its over
I want you to be mine again
I want you to feel real
I don't want an empty spot in my heart
Everyday that goes by I think about you
Thinking of how true you were
I cant believe you just pushed
Me out of your life
I'm tired of losing you
No more fights
No more lies
No longer will I hurt
No longer will pain effect me
I will no longer live alone
Nor with anyone
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of saying I love you
But not knowing if I really meant it
Or knowing you meant it too.
Love is not complete without hate
But with you its different
You cant love me
You have to hate me
You cant feel the same
You have to not believe
But for me
I want to
To Believe Like I Want to
