Had Gotten Use To PRT.1

I had gotten used to the fact that you and I were meant to be
No matter where we went in life it would always be you and me
I had gotten used to the fact that someday you would ask me to marry you
and pictured us on the beach in Hawaii saying I do
We even talked about it and I asked myself if it would be ok
Of course the answer was yes, you are the one I wanted to be with everyday
people said we fought like an old married couple, and I would laugh
my heart was not whole until I found you the other half
I would talk to you every night
not being with you, or hearing your voice was not right
We watched the movie the notebook,
by saying that one line, my heart was took
you repeate If you are a bird, I am a bird
After everything you said, that was all my heart heard
I told myself without you I would die
and you said I did not need to worry, you would never make me cry
I finally opened my heart and got use to knowing it is always be me and you
I had started to believe every word you said was true
Everyday we followed the same routine
We would joke around, I would call you mean
Every morning you would eat breakfast and get 2 dounuts
when I ate you would look at me and I would always say what
Then you would laugh and give me that smile
the one that made my heart beat like I just ran a mile
you would walk me to all my classes and always leave me with a kiss
as soon as you were out of sight, It is you that I would miss
You held me in your arms outside after school
until your friedns came around and you would try to act cool
we would talk on the computer for hours then you would call me on the phone
I knew you were always there I would never be alone
I was sick on Valentines Day
You called me to see if I was ok
Everyone said all day you were sad
I could not wait to see you, I felt so bad
When I finally came back you gave me a gold braclet and on it was a heart
I wore it every day so we were never really apart
The day me and my best friend a had our big fight
I thought nothing would ever be alright
I ran outside to find you and when I did I told you to hold me
I never let go, I was crying and hoped you would not see
you kept asking what was wrong, kissing my tears away
I knew all I needed was you to make my day
I knew from then on you really did care
and when I needed you, you would be there
by hugging you, hiding my face I did not listen to a word they said
I was not gonna let them get to me head
When I yelled and got up in her face you were there to grab my arm and hold me back
as I yelled what our friendship lacked
Every night on the computer we would send each other quotes about the way we felt
You always knew how to make my heart melt
You told me you could never live without me
you could not stand to ever lose me, and forever you wanted us to be
I believed every word was true I loved you and thought you loved me too
as memeories pass while I listen to our song
I tell myself I never thought I could be so wrong!