Then you started acting weird and we got in a fight
From then on I knew nothing would ever be alright
you had a crush on the girl who my friendship ends
the one who likes all my boyfriends
I cryed and told you, you didn't love me
you tried to tell me I was blind and couldn't see
You called me and for the first time I heard you cry
I thought I was loosing you, I thought a part of me would die
You asked if I just wanted to be your friend
I yelled at you for wanting us to end
I told you that if you loved me that was something you would never think muchless say
I told you it'll be hard but we'll try because I don't want it to end this way
people fight that's a part of every relationship
you don't quit trying because of one little fight
but by the tone of your voice I knew it was over when I thought we'd never break up, now we might
All the things I dreamt of doing with you
ran through my head and the one thing that hurt the most is knowing you were never true
I tryed and finally made you see
I told you that she was using you to hurt me
you thought she'd never hurt you
I said yea I thought that too
when we got off I felt like the fool
I was begging, trying to get you to stay while you sat there acting cool
The next day you came up to give me a hug
you whispered I'm sorry
you told me eventhough I don't believe you
that you wanted me to know you loved me
Once again I was dumb and was too blind to see
It was just another lie
to make it easier for you to say good-bye
because soon you started acting weird
when we'd go eat breakfast you no longer shared your cereal or dounut
Then you left me for your friends
we stood in "our place"
I never thought it was finally the end
At lunch I sat down you jumped up and
left to go with your friends outside
when I came out you were on the wall
with girls around but none of your friends at all
that should have been the big clue that it was coming to an end
I sat with my friends writing trying not to cry
when really I wanted to grab you and scream why
you were hanging around the girls who were jealous of you and me
I was crying you couldn't see
I walked by you like I didn't care
eventhough I was running to someone who wasn't there
now I didn't have you
who was I suppose to run to
who was suppose to make it all better
Now I have no one, you have her
you had one of those girls tell me friend
to break up with me for you at the end of the day
how lame are you not to do it yourself
you had to go through someone else
then you said it was because your friends told you too
then you had the nerve to tell my friend to tell me you loved me
HOW can you love me or even care
when you walked away leaving me there
I came up to you and asked you to tell me why
you grabed my hands and said you didn't want to talk about it becaue it made you cry
I pushed the door open and ran outside
I knew I'd never be the same a part of me died
my heart was broken so bad I couldn't find all the pieces they were all over the place
evry time I tryed to close my eyes I saw your face
the next morning when I awoke
I forgot my heart was broke
my smile turned to a frown
as I hit my pillow and layed back down
I don't know how you can think you know someone so well
when that's not the real them but you can't tell
that's why they say love is blind
Now I need someone to help pick up the pieces of my heart I still can't find.
