First kiss with a best friend

Anxious and anticipating
Hopeful thoughts are calculating
Nervous and quiet
My insides a riot
Not knowing what to say
Wondering if you feel the same way
What will we do now?
Will kiss you, if you should allow
Shaky hands and sweaty palms
Sparking fireworks,more like bombs
Touching you lightly
Afraid of holding you too tightly
Now getting a little rough
I just cant get enough
Hearts beating way to fast
Wanting it to last
And finally our kiss ends
Before tonight we were just friends