Cant belive your promises

Please don't make me any promises,
I don't want to hear them any more,
Too many have been said and lost,
I heard too many ones before.

I don't want you to say to me,
That you'll be here with me forever,
Please don't say you won't let go,
don't say we will stay together.

I'm sorry if you swear you mean it,
And that I'm pushing you away,
For my past mistakes I dwell on,
so I can't believe you on this day.

Please don't make any promises at all,
I already know this i can not take,
the sooner you make promises.
the sooner i will break.

Maybe your forever is real,
And maybe, your I love you is true,
I don't know, but just don't tell me,
it would only hurt more if I knew that it was true.

And if your promises are like theirs,
And if I lose all of you like them,
I'll break, beyond any type of repair,
So please, just spare me if you can.

Don't tell me any of your promises,
don't tell my heart "forever",
I can't take the hurt right now,
I'm barely keeping it together.

I am sorry for what I'm saying,
if i happen to be wrong,
I'm sorry for the way i feel,
and that i'm stalling for this long.