How it wud be

If this is life.
Its not something i wanna live.
Because i dont have anything to say.
or anything to give.

I used to live the good life.
Thinking it was bad.
But to think of how bad it is now.
and all the things i DID have.

Theres nothing I'd rather do.
Than go back to that.
and thinking of how it wud be.
makes me as curious as a cat.

I think of how it wud be.
If i never had to leave.
because theres no one here to talk to.
So i hide everything up my sleeve.

I just need to go back.
Go back and see.
If i still lived there.
How it would be.