I wish that every thing couldn't be true..
i hope to wake up from this nightmare and be me..
i wish to see the light again..
i hope to kill the loneliness in side of me..
i wish to see the real life without any pain..
i hope to live my life again with some one who i could hold forever..
someone who could take care of me..
someone who could listen to me..
someone who could dream with me..
someone who can be pleased to see me..
but in every time i imagine..
i know that non of this will happen..
cause i don't want to hurt my self once again..
i don't want to see my eyes crying again..
i don't want to feel that I'm flying from happiness for a second..
and then fall again..
i want to complete what i begin to feel..
i won't cut my heart into pieces..
just because u don't care..
and i would never try to feel again..
and i will never cost my self another pain..
i love you.. and only you..
and you have to understand cause i will never say it again..
cause i gave you love..
and you are still not sure if the thing you felt for me it was love or just another game..
