Pretend?

I pretended that it didn't hurt even though it did
I pretended I didn't see you even though I did I saw you hurting and I cryed for you...
I know that that didn't help and I am just another burden for you but please know that I care.and always will.
I pretended things were ok but they're not and may never be...but I can pray...Pray for you
I pretended that i'd wake up and everything would be fine but now i'm sick of lying
I pretend that you're fine although i know you're not and it hurts...hurts you and me and it has to stop....
I'm sorry for pretending