I'm Lost in the fog
every sound i make is lost in the time
of forgoten misery.
I just want to be heard in this small
pathetic place that we call life.
Everystep i take the ground seems to fall apart,
every move i make seems to be just another mistake.
I've become so alone.
I can feel someone there
but i can not see past the thick
mist.
I just sit down and cry
put my head in my hands and let the tears flow to the ground benight me.
But they don't seep into the mud,
they make a pool of water.
I can see my self looking up at me.
Laughing and taunting me.
I scream to the top of my lungs for anybody to hear me.
So i dive into the pool that is whispering my name.
I swim threw the darkness and glide
threw the pain.
I can't breath
The pressure is to much to handle
I can't see
I can't hear myself think
Its taking the life out of me.
The farther down i get
the more alone i feel
I was tricked
by my reflectoin, still alone
but dying.
I can not cry,
I can not speak
I can not see just
Darkness around me
Pain and mysery takes ahold of me.
Theres something wicked inside me.
Finally my eyes open
and i'm soak and wet.
The sweat pours off my head like a bad dream.
I shake it off
take a deep breath
and think of life so alone
This is my nightmare my greatest fear, and everyday it seems to just be getting stronger.
