I miss you

I want to tell you how I feel
But I have to shut my mouth again
I really want at least to have you as a friend
I know you don’t love me
But I really wish you did
I know it would be better the second time.
But I know that there won’t be a second time.
All I can think about is how I know I can’t feel this way again
I don’t know how I can feel this way and not have it reciprocated at the other end.
I feel so hollow with one sharp pain.
Through my heart making me go insane
I get chills just remembering every good time
I never thought I would cry remembering all the good
I miss you
Did I tell you that?
I can’t tell you
But I do want you back.
Come back to me.
I’ll be here waiting.
I’ve been waiting for two years
And I’ll keep waiting, way past when I run out of tears.

I miss you and I love you. I want you to be happy. Even if that means I’m not there.