I remember when it all began
I was 15 you were 21
You were screwed by so many women
You were faithful, they had fun
Then we met, and our worlds seized together
I was nervous at first already suffering a broken heart
But you too were hurting, your ex tore you apart
So it began so slow and ended so fast
i really thought you and i were going to last
Now i go to sleep at night with tears in my eyes
With no truth behind them, my soul filled with lies
No longer i see clear, yet i see through your disguise
When, i ask shall my misery die
I pray as i lay in my bed at night
my vibrating phone under my golden pillow gives me a fright
Finally i wish, he is giving me a positive call
But the message i found wasn't positive at all
We are not going to work it's over
I cant look at you anymore it's over
When you can grow up and be mature then we shall see
But from here on end, your separate from me.
So once again i cry as i sleep
not knowing I'm shaking as i try not to weep
but to kill myself would be the easy way out
I'll stand up and get through this, i wont shout
i wont tell him how much i miss him
Or how much i need him
I will shut my mouth, and get through this
I will stop craving his kiss
I am a women and i am strong
I will go on as if nothing is wrong
All you women out there who have suffered heart break
Never grief over lost love, it will only cause hate