Do you ever sit and wonder why
At what point did you make the decision to die
Do you ever think, you should’ve stopped to ask
Stop the lies and take off the mask
Please tell me that you tried
That when asked, you wouldn't have lied
Please tell me that you knew the price
When you made the decision to end your own life
Tell me that you questioned yourself
As you went to the cabinet or bathroom shelf
Tell me that you changed your mind
Not to leave your three kids behind
Did you ever stop to think of how
Or if your family could go on now
What made you believe that your pain and sorrow
Was something that couldn't be dealt with tomorrow
So many dreams you must have forgot
Were you looking for things that couldn't be bought
I am wishing now and always will
For the things I left unsaid- still
Tell me now what to say to the boys
You left no instruction- made no noise
Tell me now when they ask why
Do I tell them- You made the decision to die
