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by Gedi Aug 26, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I look in the mirror And what do I see? A man that’s pretty Except for his eyes, Dark, murky and half shut Where his soul dies. Black and red it’s glowing. This evil is growing. Red and white light is snowing And my dark side is showing. Turn my head before you see What’s become of me. Don’t wanna see my reflection In a white tear On the face of my dear. A happy child Exchanged for a sad man. What happened to me? I was once carefree. Now I just wanna sleep And bury my soul deep. When the window’s up I always frown. But when the window’s down I always smile Because I’m not me, I’m just a body. So I’ll close these dark eyes One last time; Never again to rise. Don’t let your soul bleed For one that’s been freed. I’m finally ready For my inside to be my out. Because I only smile When I’m asleep. When I’m not me. When I’m just a body.