If I could
I'd declare myself mental
From the torture I've survived...
And become
I'd fix myself
If I wasn't broken into these
Hardcore,stubborn pieces
I want to try overcoming
This two way path set before me
When one has heaven,the other hell
But both say I'm too dangerous for them
So where do I go?
I wish someone could tell me.
I am trying so hard
To find my inner strength
And be okay
But it hurts so much
In this dark cave with firey waters which echo
I'm uncontrollably ruinous just
Because I can't control myself
I wish someone could come here
Protect me from my self
Who's eyes turn green with envy
As I see other kids with parents loving them
And all I have to show is this huge empty shell
Where were they when my life overflowed
With all this peace and love that everyone had known
And howcome all my parts of childhood
Where I was a simple kid
Were so neglected,disrespected and pushed deeper within?
It feels like a knife...that I want to push in my skin
A lighter to burn my heart within..
