Everyday is a struggle
to get up and try to find
some type of peace within myself
Pain is all to real
causing tiny explosions to go off in me
driving me insane
You told me you never leave my side
this image I created of you
some how has altered
I gave my best to you
I carried your faults and
attributes as if they were my own
you told me you loved me
but love is endless, love is forever changing
and evolving into something more magical and breath taking
each day.
How could you let are love fade away
As I still hold on to this little piece of rope
of hope that you will return
That is slowly but surely hanging me
My heart has been shattered
some many times and you told
me you would hold me up
and never let me fall
you told me I was your life your love your all
now I'm choking on your half truths and whole lies
To face reality head first
that you see truth needs no proof
You filled my head with silly thoughts
and created this world for us
But now i'm standing alone in the gap
of "our" love
My mind is telling me to silence my
hearts cries
Somehow I will gain the strength to pick up the pieces of
my broken heart and tuck them away
in a safe place where they cannot be hurt
again
So let the healing begin!
