Never Ending Confusion

So down and depressed,
But i don't know why,
I guess it's cuz I'm stressed,
I just wanna sit here and cry,

I've felt this way for the past 2 years,
But it sucks so bad,
Acting happy through all the pain and tears,

Each tear drop that falls to the floor,
Keeps me crying,
It reminds me of more,

Each tear drop makes a stain in my heart,
Whatever it is,
It's tearing me apart,

Each sigh that takes away my breath,
Keeps me stressing,
It reminds me of death,

Every person that passes me by,
They point and stare,
And i wonder why,

Every time i see my reflection i cry,
Wondering to myself,
What could be so bad to make me want to die.

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