It's all because of you...

I feel so unwanted,
so lost,
like I am a faint memory in the eyes of the world,
and it's all because of you.

I feel so alone,
I sit here peering on your life from this bubble I have chosen to live in,
This bubble that I hide behind whenever your around,
and it's all because of you.

I live in the shadows,
waiting for you to hear me,
to realize that you love me,
and it's all because of you.

I pretend that I love him,
I hold his hand lightly,
pretending that it's yours,
I don't tell him that I love him,
there are alredy too many lies between us,
and it's all because of you.

I'll follow you someday,
I will hold your hand,
but, for now I sit here waiting with only him to need,
my love belongs to noone,
and it's all because of you.