I hope i get far...

I sit there scared
of when you will come home
if the room is clean
will you leave me alone

i pray everyday
that you will hit me no more
the pray never finishes
because i hear a slam from the door

you walk in muttering
you start to nag
you look around
for you personal punching bag

you see me sitting there
shaking like crazy
you approach me
and the rest gets hazy

the next thing i remember
I'm laying in our bed
i have new bruises
and blood on my head

i get up
to see you sitting there
watching my every move
you sit and just stare

you say something
as you look around
"you missed some clothes
they are laying on the ground"

i say ok
of course I'm still scared
you get up a walk away
if only you cared

i get up
my whole body aches
i hear you walking toward me
my whole body shakes

you come in
"I'm going to my girlfriends"
i nod my head
i thought i was your girlfriend?

you role your eyes
you have a smile on your face
you walk away
i feel out of place

i look around
a pack my clothes
now he has a girlfriend
he doesn't need both

i make sure you leave
then i get in my car
i haven't left the house for days
i hope i get far...

...to be continued.....

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