I lost my best friend to the blade

Your eyes shut,
your arm filled with more than one cut.

Died without making a sound.
You were hiding and was never found.

When we finally found you,
there was nothing we could do.

You had committed suicide,
once and for all you died.

I need you here with me.
Without you I cannot see.

There’s nothing for me to be.
Nothing left to believe.

The only one who was truly there,
the only one who cared........

was you.
It was always us two.

You were my guardian angel,
never left my side.

Sadness makes up my life,
but it isn’t worth a fight.

I miss you so,
I hate you’re not here anymore.

When I saw you lying on that floor,
I broke down in tears.

All my found cheer went back
to nothing but fear.

I know you still look down on me,
I hope my sadness you could see.

My whole life changed,
that day I lost my best friend to the blade.