I'm Tired of Waiting God

I don't understand you God
You say you love us all
The Bible says to look onto you
If we ever shall fall

Well Lord here I am
I'm crawling on the ground
I cant find you anywhere
Your no where to be found

Why don't you answer me
Do you just not care
Maybe I don't cry loud enough
Maybe your just not aware

I see others who smile
And I see your light on them
It just brings me down
And I'll pray again

Did I do something wrong
Have I made you hate me
I never get answered
I'm starting to not believe

Either way it doesn't matter
You'll never answer my call
I'm just alone in this world
No one will pick me up when I fall

Maybe when I die
I'll see your face
And you can tell me
Why I'm such a disgrace