Before the darkness

My life at the moment
Isn't full of happiness
Doesn't have a meaningful smile
Doesn't have a happy ending any time soon.

When i am in my worse mood,
I look back to the last time i was truly happy

I use to be so carefree
I didn't let things get to me
I refused to let my sadness show
Anyone could bring a smile to my face just talking to me

I had true friends
They cared about me
They saw me at my worst and they still stood beside me

I was blind to the evil around me
I didn't care
As long as i had my friends,
Nothing could touch me

I look back at those times with envy. At the happiness that i had.

I was ripped away from my friends
shoved into the world of darkness.
I was lost
I slowly lost my happiness
Everyday my smile meant less

Now only a few can make me smile
Really smile