It's the way you made me feel
You made me feel... so real
I spoke my mind...
Your true feelings you left behind
Both of us fighting our own battles deep within ourselves over one another
Neither of us knowing what we needed was each other
So while one fought the feeling, and tried to stay strong
the other kept trying, not knowing the wrong
And then with all the play, and the serious out of sight
I realized something true, and real one night
"I love you" was shouting inside
My only thought for the sake of myself was to hide
I didn't do a very good job however, you saw right through
You knew i was only happy with one person, you
And you pushed away, everything you knew I felt
You not even considering, the same cards, you were dealt
I wish i knew then, what i know now
One question i never would have asked, would have been "how?"
Laying awake, tears shed every night
Thoughts of what we could have been, poisoned my mind, but so far out of sight
I would have given my life to have you say the words that you said to me
If only the time were right, if only the pain was at a tolerable degree
You forced me to make a decision i don't ever wanna go back to
Even at that time i knew the answer i gave you was far from true
Now my every thought and action haunts me whenever I'm with him, because I know its not you
Nothing is going to fix what Ive decided
The love in my heart will forever be unguided
I want to be able to talk to you, I need to hear your voice, see your beautiful face
My guilt, love ,and pain are eating away inside me, Ive got to fix it or get out of this place
I just want you back, thats all I'm asking for
I would sell my soul to be with you, and to love you, for just a day more
You don't talk to me like you used to, I miss you so much
I don't know how to explain, I never imagined that i would pain so much for you touch
You'll have a part of me with you forever
And I, will never encounter darker weather
But
You'll never know how valuable and wonderful and real
Until you go through the pain of being without,
The Way You made ME feel.
